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It's beginning to look at lot like Chrism-mas!

It might seem random to be thinking of Santa Claus when everyone else is thinking about Hot X Buns and the Easter Bunny, but there is method in my madness. 

     Well, that and the fact that as of Easter Sunday, there are only 263 shopping days left till Christmas… (No panic buying now!)

Heaven, Hell and all points in between

According to all traditions and Mystery Schools, the human body is divided into three major parts, in the same way the Universe comprises three worlds: Heaven, Earth and Hell. 


  • HEAVEN (aka the temple on the highest mountain) is the Superior world and somewhere we’ve been taught is above us. Nearly every religion teaches that God dwells in the heavens, hence why we raise our hands in prayer or lift our eyes to the skies when we ask for help. In some nations God is supposed to dwell on the tops of mountains, . Wherever and whatever “he” is, he dwells in a rarified place above, overshadowing the world below.


  • Sandwiched between Heaven and Hell is EARTH, a place the Scandinavian races call “Midgard”, or Middle Garden. Suspended in space, Earth is the dwelling place for Man and all other beings who call this planet home. Earth is the only place in the universe with green pastures, and clear waters. It is connected to Heaven by the antaḥkaraṇa (rainbow) bridge across which God (and Goddess) descend. (FYI: This gets muddied by the fact that WE are the Gods who are descending to us as Men, but let’s not go there today...)


  • Underlying everything, all darkness, flames, torment and suffering, is HEL, which we have come to know as the world of HELL. Earth’s volcanic craters and fissures connect it with Hell, the dastardly land of darkness, damnation and oblivion. And in the same way we think of Heaven as “above” or “up”, we have come to think of Hell as “below” or “down”, while Earth is the neutral buffer zone between them. In Hell the forces of evil dwell – those powers “hell” bent on bringing sorrow to the Earth and overthrowing the dominion of “God” in heaven.

It’s all just Anatomy...

In our brains, there’s a place that’s been named the “Santa Claus Room”, home of the Holy Claustrum. And just like Santa’s grotto, this place is magical but mysterious. 

     This spot nestles between the Pituitary and Pineal glands, enabling us to connect to higher understanding, much the same as Santa connecting us to the spirit of Christmas.

     These glands are linked to the Ida and Pingala nerve/channels, which are like the body’s own NAUGHTY (negative energy) or NICE (positive energy) lists. So you better watch out, because together, they balance our physical and spiritual well-being, bringing us into harmony in much the same way as a hopeful, peaceful world makes us feel on Christ-mas night.

     HEAVEN is thus none other than our very own skulls, the housing for our brains and seat of our extra-sensory gifts. This is the home of God in man. (As an aside, our so-called chakra/energy centres are also mirrored within our “Crowns” and our Crowns are held within the “heart” of Hridaya, who is a feminine aspect of “God”, so it’s about time we stopped doing that whole God-has-a-Beard routine, but I digress!)

     Thus the reason God is thought to be above us is this equates to the “northern” (top) end of our spines. Additionally, the temple for the Gods who rule the “Earth” is legendarily at the North Pole, also held to be the home of “Santa Claus”, and the North Pole represents the positive end of the spinal column. 

     So Santa Claus, coming down the chimney armed with the evergreen shoots of life (armed with a fir tree and a Holly Wreath at the door), at a time when Nature is dormant is deeply symbolic of Death and returning to Life.

     The same symbolism is true of the Manna that descended to feed the Israelites in the wilderness, for “manna” descends from the brain/temple and down the spinal cord. 

     The Hindus view the spine as the sacred stem of the Lotus; hence why the skull is symbolised by the Lotus flower. The roots arising from the muddy dark waters, up through the stem (spine) to arise and shine as the 1,000 petaled lotus blossom (the Sahasrara).

     The spinal column is Jacob’s Ladder (the antaḥkaraṇa or rainbow bridge) which connects Heaven and Earth; its 33 segments nod to the number of years “Christ” lived, and inspired the 33 Masonic where the individual ascends in consciousness to receive initiation into the great mysteries of life – in a domed room with a hole in the floor (aka the Foramen Magnum).

Do they know it's Chrism-mas time at all?

If the world fully recognised the real meaning of Santa Claus, we would all receive the “gifts” we wanted to manifest from our Xmas lists. 

     Truth is, there IS a Santa, but he’s in your physiology. And he’s not so much just a secret santa, more one who secretes the most wonderful gift—a vitalising substance which currently for the most part lies untapped in our bodies. But if we know how to parcel it up, and receive it in the right spirit, we will become as little children again... 

     Santa Claus stems from the same word as “Claustrum” which means barrier, or a (covered) place of seclusion, and is in the Cerebrum of our brains, known as the ‘Door of Brahm’  in Sanskrit where Spirit enters or exits our bodies – and doubles up as the ‘chimney’ of Santa Claus.

     The Claustrum is a thin sliver of gray matter in the centre of the brain and is where the precious Christos oil (or Chrism) is formed. It flows from this “holy land”, the land flowing with “milk and honey”, through the Medulla Oblongata and down the spinal cord to the five fused bones of the Sacral Plexus, or Sacrum.

     This is the oil, the precious gift of cited in David’s Psalm 23 when it reads, “thou anointest my head with oil” and you can see the clear code reference in this well-known hymn with fresh eyes now…


     1    The Lord is my Shepherd, I’ll not want.

     2   He maketh me to lie down in green pastures  [ Earth ]

               he leads me beside quiet waters  [ also Earth ]

     3   He refreshes my Soul.  [ Ojas / Prana / Soma ]

               He guides me along the right paths  [ Ida & Pingala ]

               for his name’s sake.  [ Christos ]

     4   Yea though I walk through Death’s dark vale,

               I will not fear evil,

               For thou art with me  [ Throne of God in Pituitary ]

               thy rod  [ Joseph / masculine ] 

               and thy staff  [ Mary / feminine ]

               they comfort me.

     5   You prepare a table before me  [ Menenges / temple roof in the Skull ]

               in the presence of my enemies  [ ie. choosing virtue over vice ]

               You anoint my head with oil;  [ medulla oblongata ]

               my cup overflows.  [ the body as a chalice ]

     6   Goodness and mercy all my life

               shall surely follow me,

               and I will dwell in the house of the Lord   [ Unity consciousness ]

               forever.


As I write, the thought comes to me that the five fused bones of the Sacrum (the Cauda Equina) are like a “Hand of God” (no, not Maradona!) as depicted by Michelangelo … where God-with-the-Beard “creates Adam” and extends his hand down through the barrier of the clouds to bring Adam to life. All the symbolism is there in the picture, a brain shaped cloud, and a sliver of green cloth to symbolise the evergreen nature of death, rebirth and resurrection.

     Without question then, Chrism oil is the most sacred substance in the body… a truly priceless gift no-one ever exchanged at the store on Boxing Day… 

     This is the Soma and Ojas of the Vedic tradition; this flow contains the magic potency of the five Pranas.

Chrism-mas comes but once a Month

Or when there’s a pale Moon on the Rise... In each year of life, the Sun transits the point it occupied at the time of your birth, returning to the same sign and degree of the Zodiac that the Sun occupied in the horoscope. In this transit, the Solar force renews the life energies of the Soul and re-galvanises them with additional force (speaking spiritually). These energies and potentials are held in the body to be re-energised. 

     So after puberty (about the age of 12), when the Moon is in your Sun sign, a seed is birthed in the Solar Plexus. This Seed (or Germ) is effectively your own Personal Jesus, flowing through you to regenerate your body and redeem you from your ‘sins’, which aren’t sins but dis-ease. The Germ is carried by the Holy Claustrum oil, via the Pineal and Pituitary glands (“Joseph” and “Mary”). 

     This is the story of Christ, the Golden Son, returning to Earth within us to guide us towards the Land of Milk and Honey. 

  • The Pineal Gland (MASCULINE, electrical energy), is connected to the Pingala nerve, and produces the ‘HONEY’ like portion of the oil. 
  • The Pituitary Gland (FEMININE, magnetic energy) is connected to the Ida nerve, and produces the ‘MILK’ like aspect of the oil. 

     The Pingala and Ida nerves are the forces that raise and then lower Kundalini energy up and down the spine. Thus both are vital for carrying and transforming the seed from its birth in the Solar Plexus to the place of the Skull, where “Crucifixion” will take place. 

Mission (Im)Possible

Many things can destroy the oil and kill the Seed/Germ. Have we been revering or abusing our bodies, or thoughts? We should ideally be striving to transmute our seven deadly sins into the seven virtues to preserve the divinity of this oil and receive its regenerative gifts. 

     Our DEADLY SINS are wrath, greed, lust, sloth, envy, gluttony and pride. These were programmed into us for those times we were less spiritually aware than we are now, but it’s time to trade up and practice peace, generosity, purity of intent, courage, compassion/love, temperance, and humility instead. The more we set these higher “virtues” as our goal, the easier the “deadly sins” are to overcome, especially if we meditate daily. 

     I devoted myself to Mother Divine for the 9 days of Navratri recently, and my personal mantra and some bija mantra chanting unexpectedly turbo-charged my meditation, like I’d been snorting a proscribed substance! 

     The seed mantra of Aim Hrim Klim (chanted as Om Aim, Hrim, Klim Chamundaye Viche) more than readied my body for the mystery and majesty of the Divine Feminine, through Shakti, the perfect vehicle for connecting with and receiving inspiration from Mother Divine.)

     For focusing on our vices (our failings) helps us objectify them and when seen clearly, we can begin to work with them and transmute them in favour of our virtues….

     Truth is, Lord Yahushua did not become our “‘saviour” until he was hung upon the “cross”, nor can the Chrism carrying the Seed save us until it reaches the Pineal gland in the brain. The Seed must DIE on the “cross” and sit in its “tomb” to be resurrected, that it might then meet its “Father” in the Pineal gland. 

     But once the Son/Sun returns to the Father, they become One (Unity consciousness). The Milk & Honey-charged Christos oil gives this seed the DM/DF electro-magnetic power necessary to “cross” Ida and Pingala at ‘Golgotha’ (the place of the Skull) so the Seed does not disintegrate, and the oil can return home to the Pineal Gland (the Throne of the Father) unharmed. 

     In this instance, to “crucify” means to “add to”, or “increase a thousandfold” (again the reference to the 1,000 fold petals of the Lotus). But once the seed crosses the Vagus Nerve at the Medulla Oblongata it is “crucified” (Christed), and this seed awakens enough power to vibrate the Pinealgland at a rate that enables the ‘whole body to fill with light’. The Homo Luminous lightbody so long prophesied…

     In Genesis 32:30 we are told “… Jacob called the name of the place Peniel; for I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved.” 

     So the Pineal Gland, or ‘Pinnacle of the Temple’ is the device for transmuting our baser desires. By crucifying this sacred seed at ‘Golgotha’, and returning it to the Pineal gland, we can be made anew by conquering our base desires, and turning our vices into virtues. 

     In Romans 12:2 Paul says “... be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to discern what is good, pleasing, and the perfect will of God.” 

     The Brain is renewed by each seed (and the accompanying oil) that makes it back to the Pineal Gland each month, and every time we successfully complete this circuit, it gets even easier. The process builds its own momentum, because being consciously aware of what is taking place inside us as we join with the flow of life gives us better blood and physical form to work with each month. 

     So… Santa Claus is just like this precious oil we secrete each month; no one sees him come or go, but we sure know he’s been! 

     But with this inner work to help achieve enlightenment, the great thing is that ‘Santa’ doesn’t come just once a year — it happens every month, sometimes twice (depending on the Moon), and with its visit comes a chance to change, to renew, and to transform your life for the better.

Will you look at that, God has BLUE hair too!

Going up?

This Seed is born in the Solar Plexus of every man and woman, from around the age of 12 onwards. The birthing of this Seed takes place every 28.5 days as the Moon enters the house the Sun was in at the moment of your birth. This Seed contains the essence of your life, and is thus tightly swaddled in a protective layer much the same way as the swaddling was wrapped around Jesus after he was rudely jetisoned into a Bethlehem “manger”. 

     If this capsule is broken before reaching Golgotha (the tomb in the Skull), the precious contents are lost. The secretion disintegrates and becomes corrupted, so it does not get as far as regenerating the blood. Thus you will have to wait until the process starts again the following month, in the hope that the Chrism oil and Seed complete their journeys around the body successfully and so that the resultant spark of God light regenerates your body.

     The protective layer around this vital secretion is spoiled in many obvious ways, such as allowing our minds to hold thoughts driven by the seven deadly sins. Wrath, greed, lust, slothfulness, envy, gluttony or pride will all destroy the oil if they rule your life and thinking. Drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, over eating and sex (especially at the moment that the Moon is in your Sun sign) will certainly destroy this sacred secretion. 

     And yes, ideally you are eating a vegan/organic diet (sorry I don't make the rules; this has been true since the Essenes were in thonged sandals...)

     However, physical, mental and emotional vices can be transmuted into the virtues of peace, generosity, purity of intent, courage, compassion, temperance, and humility. And the Catholic idea of the transmogrification of Christ (grim as it seems on the outside) is rooted in the virtues and idea that the “blood” of “Christ” cleanses us from all sin, and clears us of all dis-ease. In other words, when the “Christed” substance flows as the ointment from the river Jordan (the oil in the spinal cord) and reaches the Pineal gland, it vibrates at a new, higher rate that creates new blood. This is actually the “wine” the Catholic church would have had us drink (not his actual blood, ugh, how that repulsed me then!) And this is the Christ blood that really heals infirmities.

     When this sacred Christos, precious oil, is allowed to rise up the spinal cord, and cross the Medulla Oblongata where this oil is crucified, it moves into the tomb of the skull, or the Fornix. Here it sits for 2.5 days, the period of time when the Moon is in your Sun sign —- but on the 3rd day it ascends to the Pineal Gland, the Father. The Pineal Gland connects the Cerebellum with the Optic Thalmus (also known as the Third Eye, the Throne of God, or the Light within). This vital substance, is the ‘breath of Life’ originally breathed into M an, which will regenerate the blood and therefore the body when saved each month.

Naronia? Surely it’s just another Winter’s Day?

Nope, not even remotely... Think back to when we celebrated the Winter Solstice. The Sun “rests” for three days until December 25th when it moves one degree north, to start its eternal journey through the Wheel of the Year again. 

     The Light is returning, claiming space back from the darkness (at least in the Northern Hemisphere). Of course, long ago, anything that stopped moving for three days was really very dead. The Sun God stopped “dead” in its tracks in the skies for three days, until being reborn on December 25th, bringing the promise of Spring and warmer and longer days. This is the true meaning behind the Nativity, the birth of our saviour, the blessed Sun/Son. 

     But it is also the story of our bodies for we give birth to the “saviour “every month, in our very own Bethlehem, or House of Bread. This is the story of Naronia, the mystical cycle of the Sun, as understood in Mormonism and occult philosophy. (Narnia anyone?) 

     Naronia is seen as an important cycle for the human soul, centring on the innate energies and potentials imbued in us at birth and held in the body to be re-energised. These are the “germs” of our seed virtues, powers, and potencies, or the seeds of our individual human possibility, and if nourished, respected and cherished, they will evolve in our physiology and consciousness.


     “Each month when the Moon … is in your Sun sign, she impregnates these seeds, endowing them with magnetic life. Those energies and potentials are magnetised and filled with miraculous energies; therefore … she confers upon humanity the powers and possibilities of magical forces. It is this Lunar-Solar influx of Naronia within the human constitution, then, that controls the real foundation and basis of spiritual development and occult power.

     “On your birthday you are blessed with these seeds. Then, every month you have the opportunity to nurture these seeds and give birth to them when the Moon is in your Sun sign. Those 2-3 days every month are most precious, and can transform your life if you are consciously aware to preserve the sacred oil, or sacred secretion, which gives life to the seeds of your potential. 

     “… use this knowledge according to the light which Nature has already given you, or which you shall hereafter receive.” 

     — Thomas H. Burgoyne, The Light of Egypt

The Golden Symbolism

So... every year on your birthday the Sun renews your seeds of potential, those virtues, and powers unique to you. These seeds are awaiting their birth within your Solar Plexus, also known as “Bethlehem”, the House of Bread.


To recap:

  • Chrism / Christ / Christos — a sacred secretion that gives birth to the inner Christos (which is the Greek word for oil, or anointed with oil, or the “Light” within). 
  • Calvary — The medical term for our skulls is “Calvaria” (aka Calvary, the place of Death). The protective layer at the top of our skulls are the menenges, also referred to as the inner and outer tables. Hmmm, a temple with a table in it? Sounds like an altar... or “alter” to me... (Maybe that's why Yahushua got so antsy with the merchants for trading in the temple, throwing the tables over because they brought materialism and not spiritualism into sacred space.)
  • The Most High — the site the secretion comes from in the Cerebrum.
  • River Jordan — represented by the Spinal cord.
  • Dead Sea — represented by the Sacral Plexus at the base of the spine where the spinal cord ends, typifying the point that the Jordan enters the Dead Sea. 
  • Our Heads — the land of Milk & Honey (the Promised Land, see below)
  • Our Genitals — Sodom and Gomorrah. 
  • The Zodiac — from our head to our toes where Aries is the cerebrum; Taurus the cerebellum; Gemini our two arms; Cancer our chest and lungs; Leo the heart; Virgo (the Virgin) in the “manger” of our Solar Plexus; Libra is our two kidneys; Scorpio our genitals; Sagittarius our hips; Capricorn our knees; Aquarius our calves; and finally Pisces in our two feet.
  • The Promised Land (or the Nativity Story) — the Pineal and Pituitary glands straddle the Thalamus. To the Back (Posterior) = the Pineal gland (JOSEPH/Masculine/Electricity) or towards the Front (Anterior) = Pituitary (MARY/Feminine/Magnetic) glands. 
  • Golgotha — the place of the Skull (where “Christ” lies dormant in the tomb for 2-3 days).


But not all secreted oils of the body are created equal. The oil of the Sacral Plexus (which coalesces to create the fused bone network of the Sacrum) is thick and gloopy, quite oily and an almost salty substance. The reason is obvious, for the Sacrum is solid, sturdy, and needs to be to provide a secure housing for the manger.

     But oils that flow upwards along the Spinal cord have to be finer and lighter, to flow effortlessly and carry the precious Seed cargo up to the brain via the Ida and Pingala neural pathways before they meet in the Medulla Oblongata and form a “cross” where the MO connects with the Cerebellum. 

     Once the flow is held here, it becomes an even lighter liquid that is much more fluid and with a higher rate of motion. Thus the spot where the oil has been “crucified” is a bit like an Oil Refinery. 

     In the hope that the Light of God will burn brightly soon, this final, much lighter liquid sits patiently in the Cerebellum refinery (the cave, or “tomb”) for 2.5 days, until on the third day it ascends to the Pineal Gland which connects the Cerebellum to the Optic Thalamus — the Central Eye in the Throne of God. This is the chamber capped off by the curve of the Cerebrum (the “Most High” of the body) — which is the “Temple of the Living God”.

     The oil refinery equates to Calvary (Golgotha), that skull-shaped hill in Jerusalem that was the site of the crucifixion. Crucifying the oil increases its power 1,000 fold.

The low-hanging fruits...

As we know, when the Moon enters the same Zodiac house as the Sun was in at your day/hour/second of your birth, a Seed created and birthed in your Solar Plexus (the Manger/Bethlehem) is carried up and along the nerves (branches) of the Pneumo/Gastric (Vagus) nerve, to become the Fruit of the “Tree of Life”. 

     The Tree of Life is also known as the “Tree of Good and Evil” since the “fruit” will either be good and ripens perfectly if the rising oil is pure ... or bad and the fruit will rot on the tree if contaminated by alcohol, gluttony, or excessive sexual activity (including masturbation). This happens because all these actions cause fermentation, make the body acidic, and splits the oil which then can only create an imperfect seed. 

     So to nurture and preserve this seed, live modestly and righteously, doing your best to turn any of your remaining seven vices into virtues. Also, practically, avoid things that make your bodies acidic. Make it a time for meditation and reflection, and refrain from sex as this destroys the seed. Avoid alcohol, meat and dairy and favour fresh fruit and fruit juice as they are the most spiritual foods (they are high on biophotons as they have captured the Light). 

     Drink pure water to help flush the toxins from your body, de-calcify the pineal gland and make you a vessel through which the Divine can flow. 


     That’s why monks, nuns, and holy people practice abstinence as this helps them be “closer to God” (which is what we’re talking about here, journeying up through the body through to meet “God” in our Crowns, arising from the mud, raising one’s kundalini energy up through our stems or spine until it emerges into our Throne of God and lights up the thousand petals of the Lotus bloom). 


“Mary” and “Joseph” jointly produce an oil that flows all the way down the spine (down through the spinal fluid to the sacrum). 

     When this oil meets the Solar Plexus, it reaches an indent (a manger for the Seed’s birth) and as the seed is birthed, it is wrapped in a delicate swaddling cloth. This is where the seed, or Golden Child, born of the immaculate conception between “Joseph” and “Mary” awaits its birth each month, to be carried up along the 33 vertebrae of the spinal cord to be “crucified” on the crossed nerves of Ida and Pingala before awaiting resurrection in the tomb of the Hypothalamus; and entry into the Throne of God, to unite with the Father, in the Pineal gland. 


     Apparently, this seed or holy child is also called a “Fish” because it smells like fish and is formed in the midst of the pure water. 

     Jesus was a Fisher of Men… (And He leadeth me to lie down beside still waters…)

     Before birth the human foetus floats, like a fish, in the protective ocean of the womb surrounding it in the same way the spiritual child is born in the Solar Plexus (the Bethlehem). Joseph and Mary (as the Pineal and Pituitary glands), gift us the material for the spiritual child in order to redeem us.


Once a child reaches puberty (around 12 years of age), the Claustrum begins producing this precious, sacred oil. Once the Claustrum secretes its oil, it goes down through the body from the head, down the spine, and then moves back up again. The Claustrum fluid separates and flows in equal measure to the Pineal and the Pituitary glands, representing the true Land of Milk and Honey.  

A precious Sacred Seed being carried in the Holy Claustrum golden oil

The oil is YELLOW in the Pineal Gland, has electric properties, and represents the Masculine polarity, but it is WHITE in the Pituitary Gland where it has magnetic properties and represents the Feminine energies. Working in tandem, these two glands encompass DIVINE INNER UNION (the harmonising of these equal but opposite polarities). They are the Joseph and Mary principles within our physical bodies, parents to the “Golden Child”… the product of their “divine union” and the spiritual ‘Sun/Son’ born in the Solar Plexus of each of us. 

     This yellow and white fluid flows down the Spinal cord from the Upper Brain to the Sacral Plexus. When refined, transmuted, and raised up, this oil is highly vitalised and attunes to a higher frequency or vibration than it was able to hold before and this higher frequency helps regenerate the body. 

     The Essenes knew that “Christ” was thus a substance, present especially in the spinal cord, that could be carried to all parts of the body, with the wonderful river that flows out of “Eden” (the Upper Brain) to water the garden. Our spinal fluid carries this seed every month to support continuous evolution… After all, we’ve GOT to get ourselves back to “the Garden”.

     The oil is processed, charged up and then separated by the Pineal and Pituitary glands, before flowing down the spinal cord and through the Pingala and Ida nerve pathways, which are the channels forKundalini energy. It flows to the Sacral Plexus (a nerve bundle in the Sacrum at the bottom of the spine) where it can be seeded once a month. 

     Living your life to the ideal conditions for Divine Inner Union (ie. meditation, optimal nutrition, proper breathwork, avoiding alcohol and maintaining sexual abstinence), you may start to raise this seeded oil back to the brain – and once this process is enlivened, the oil returns to the brain and goes to the Medulla Oblongata, the Pons and the Optic Thalamus (the ancient Greeks called it the “Light of the World”) and “crosses” the Vagus Nerve (also known as the Pneumo/Gastric nerve where Pneumo = Lungs, and Gastric = Digestion).


     When it comes to sex, overindulgence of food and alcohol and meditation, these are all energies best preserved for “feeding” the “Germ” and helping the energy rise back up. 

     If you overindulge in sex you are simply giving away that energy. Sexual energy can build up as you may have experienced yourself after abstinence. (Orgasm is always more powerful when you haven’t had one in a long time!) So save that up in order to help the Seed rise. 

     Sex is associated with the Sacral chakra while alcohol or overindulgence affects the Liver (in the Solar Plexus chakra). The Root chakra balances and grounds us, hence the focus on meditation, and doing good things to bring happiness and harmony into your life to help feel balanced. 

     These comprise the Base or lower chakras and is the collective vibration at which much of humanity lives. That’s fine, no judgment if those are your drivers – but if you want to arise spiritually, focus on healthy living and protecting your energy against this lower bandwidth, to ensure these areas support you with raising the “oil” and your “seed” back up the chimney…


This return flow up Santa’s chimney (carrying the swaddled seed/germ) is the process of inner Crucifixion where Cruci = Cross, and Fixi = Fixing (or Establishing). 

     So Crucifixion does not mean death so much as “Multiplication” or “Cross” which in this context refers to the crossing of both Pingala and the Pons nerves at the Optic Thalamus (the actual Arc of the Covenant, or Light of the World) and this sacred procession now stops for the same amount of time that Christ was dead before coming back to life. 

     The Seed/Germ rests in the Optic Thalamus for 2.5 days until it germinates and miraculously comes back to life – when its power increases a thousand fold... This refers to the 1,000 petaled Lotus of the Sahasrara, and once this Light source is switched on, millions of previously dormant brain cells become active. 

     In a nutcracker sweet, “Santa” is thus the metaphor for making gifts and delivering them “down the chimney” (spinal cord). 

     So forget your NAD and NMN supplements from TikTok shop, this inner dedication and devotion is the secret to cell regeneration – and pursuing this ultimate lightbulb moment will help you generate new blood and live a longer life. 

Tell the Archons to march on…

Some people will shake their heads and tell you not to dabble in energies you don’t understand in the hope of reaching enlightenment as the Archons will be activated in you, driven by their own schizoid experience of life in a last-ditch effort to prevent you from ascending. 

     At one level, these worry-guts have a point. In my own life, just when I thought I’d beaten the shadows, they came back to haunt me in the short few months since Mum died — not a genuine or identifiable fear, more the remembrance of “fear”, daunting me, hindering me, making me live in dread when in truth, nothing in this life has ever happened that could cause such paralysis. 

     But much trauma and negative energy is subconsciously stored in the brain (some of it will be from this life, some from past lives, some of it even inherited through your DNA). And those rancid Archons have had access to our brains for millennia and so have read all our thoughts in order to induce fear or shame, feeding off whatever they have found that triggers you, paralyses you and stops you from following your dharma... 

     Such fear and trauma is about unprocessed emotion, but is also a side-effect of trying force your Kundalini to awaken prematurely, and if you don’t take the time to refine your mind and physiology through meditation, yoga asanas or breathing exercises (like bicameral breathing), you might thus endure psychosis or other mental disorders and chronic illnesses from overloading your body. It’s meant to be a gradual awakening, not forced by the end of some low-rent weekend retreat...

     That said, if you’ve put your intention on awakening, ascending and have worked hard, been regular with your meditation, abstinence and purification work, these Archon buggers are fried. Sayonara suckers! Now I’ve understood my fear for what it is (a pre-programmed mantrap that I have overcome!), I don’t even entertain their presence as where attention goes, energy flows.

     So just don’t even think Archon! Focus instead on clearing the soil for your seed to germinate, fertilise your green pastures with the purest waters, lie down to dwell in this beautiful Earth. Then just rinse and repeat.

Love lifts us up where we belong

Christ’s death was not a termination; it was a multiplication. As a High Priestess, I know that Death is not an ending; rather, it is a new beginning. After all, without death, how could Christ have entered into resurrection? 

First there is death and then resurrection.

     In the Gospel of John 12:24 Lord Yahushua said that he as a grain of wheat would fall into the ground and die and then grow up to produce many grains. 

What he was talking about is multiplication, and Christ’s multiplication came in the form of his brethren. That’s why he told Mary Magdalene to go to His “brothers” (John 20:17). for through his “death” and “resurrection”, his disciples became his brothers. Even though they were a trifle timid about claiming spiritual kinship, even denying being one of the Christ’s disciples.

     In John 18:25 it reads: “Now Simon Peter was standing and warming himself. They said then to him, Are you not also one of his disciples? He denied and said, I am not” 

     On face value, none of the disciples were worthy of the title “Disciple” (from the Latin word discipulus, which means "student, learner, or follower"), but on the day of Christ’s “resurrection”, even timid Simon Peter was elevated to being brother of the resurrected Christ.

     Before Christ “died”, he prayed that the Father would glorify the Son (Sun). And in less than 40 hours, this prayer was answered as Christ’s light was multiplied and glorified.

     Thus, this is the multiplication, the result of Christ’s death. Lord Yahushua died as a grain of wheat, but in resurrection many new grains were planted. 

Ain’t got nothin’ but LOVE ... 8 days a week

In John 20:1, we are told that the resurrection occurred on the FIRST day of the week when Lady Myriam (Mary Magdalene) came to the tomb, while it was still dark, and saw the stone taken away from the tomb. (Actually, I don’t think Lady Myriam ever left her Yahushua's side, but that’s another story for another time).

     It is significant that “Christ” resurrected on the first day of the week, since this day denotes new beginnings. In the Bible, the first day of the week is also called the EIGHTH day. After a week of seven days, we have the eighth day, or the first day of the new week. Yahushua died in one week, and was resurrected at the start of a new week (hence why the first day of the week is a sign for us all of new beginnings).

     John 20:26 speaks of both the first and the eighth days of the week, for the first day is also the eighth day. In a highly coded scripture, the first mention of the eighth day centres on the circumcision of the children of Israel. God commanded them to be circumcised on the eighth day (Genesis 17:12). According to John 20, the second Lord’s Day after His resurrection was the eighth day.

     The symbolism we’re being pointed to here is that the whole universe has a new beginning in Christ’s resurrection. The old way of being was “crucified” with Christ and buried with him until on the first day of the week there was a new beginning… because of his resurrection.

     This death was the termination of the old creation, whilst resurrection was the germination of a new creation. 

     Elsewhere, the New Testament tells us the first day of the week is the Lord’s Day (Rev. 1:10), for this was when Lord Yahushua “resurrected” to become the living Lord and usher in a new beginning.


     I’m not big on the accepted literal meanings of anything since so much of our eternal truth has been perverted and so much wisdom of natural law has been lost to patriarchal institutions bending us to their will of the time.

     But boy, do I like a good metaphor. 

     And I’m also looking forward to being slavered in oil from now on…

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